Wednesday, September 24, 2008

The Great Debate

No I'm not talking about the upcoming VP Presidential debates. Again I'm talking about myself. :) Or should I say My family. It's been a long time since posting much about what has been going on with all of the infertility stuff. That's because not much has been going on. After the miscarriage Doc said that I needed to take some time off. During the past month and a half we've been really searching our hearts and praying as to where we should go with all of this stuff.

Let me preface all of this before I continue. Last summer God told me that He was not done with us and that we would have more children. I do not doubt this but as how we get to that point is what I'm struggling with. It is obviously not in my timing because I would have conceived and had another baby by now! lol

Continue treatments? VS Let go and let God?
If we continue treatments God is still in control. God gave these Dr.'s their special gift and interest to be in the fertility field. Their job is to get my body into the best condition to conceive. It's God's timing as to when these two come together and I actually do get pregnant.
God knows how many children we will have and how many hairs they will have on their little heads. God is a miracle worker and if we are meant to have another child then He will provide.
Each path God is in control. I have surrendered everything over to Him already. We are still praying and waiting for God to answer our prayers as to which way to go. Please keep us in your prayers and ask that God show us the way.
I'll let you all know how God leads us. :)

2 comments:

Krysta said...

Hi, I just found your blog. My husband and I also are struggling with infertility. Hope you don't mind, but I would like to follow your journey on your blog.

Krysta

Ashley said...

Welcome to my crazy life Krysta! I'd be honored if you want to follow along this wild journey. Hopefully we'll have some good news to share sometime soon. We could sure use some lately!

I wish you the best in your journey as well. It's a hard road but I know the good Lord is using this for His glory. I just need to be patient. Please feel free to email me anytime if you just need to vent or chat with someone else who knows what you are going through. Hugs and blessings to you and your husband!

Ashley